A Personal Journey

When I was seventeen, a month prior to being eighteen, I realized that I had a fondness for girls, in the sense that a man may have for one.  I longed to touch and feel the body of a woman lying against me, to feel her mouth on mine and my mouth on her.  I couldn’t believe that I had come to this.  When moving to the town of West Warwick, RI, I met a particular family that was most beautiful.  I knew this beauty couldn’t be that an entire family had this overwhelming power to seduce most of the neighborhood.  The young lady that lived in this house was a beauty that I had never seen, could barely describe.  She was fifteen years old and in middle school.  She was very sure of herself, and studying to be a nail technician.  I often was her guinea pig when she came across new supplies.  Her brother, barely over four feet tall was only two days older than I was.  He was built with muscles to me looking like a body builder, tight, cut, and super cute.  He was a mason’s son, strong, obviously.  In knowing them, I felt lucky, as to say I was like meeting a “celebrity” every time I went to their home.  One day in particular set out from the rest in my mind.  I received a call to meet Honey, in the afternoon to get my nails done.  We set out to a beauty store to buy new product in which she heard was better then the rest.  We arrived at her house I had been happy to spend the day with her.  She made me feel beautiful when I was with her.  Her body more sculpted then my own always made me self-conscious, but I knew that didn’t matter because an attitude and self-confidence makes a person beautiful.  She was already doing my nails and says to me, “Do you want to come over tonight? I am thinking of drinking a bit and I was hoping you wanted to join me.”  I looked into her eyes with a smile I say, “Sure.”  She completes my nails and I stand.  She rushes off to the fridge and makes a long island ice tea.  I have never drunk before and when I sipped it, it burned all the way down.  I didn’t like it so I just pretend to drink it while I watch her polish off at least three drinks.  She makes herself the fourth drink and then asks, “Would you like to watch a movie with me in my room?”  I put my drink down and say sure.  I follow her in her room look around and notice a full size bed with a nice TV and a VCR.  They sat on her dresser.  Her walls a light lavender, the sheets on the bed match the color of the walls, the color scheme is light verses dark.  I don’t know much about the trends in fashion among décor but it seemed to fit perfectly.  I am in awe of her room because it’s bigger than mine is.  Her bed is comfortable; as I sit, I fall into the pillow-top mattress.  She grabs the movie and pops it into the VCR.  As the previews roll, I don’t watch them but catch myself looking at her.  I feel tingles in odd places.  She turns to me then, and says, “I asked you in here not to watch the movie.  I want you.”  She lets me process this.  “I don’t know what it is about you.  Maybe the pale blue of your eyes, maybe the shape of your beautiful body, I want more than anything to kiss you.”  Before I can answer her, she leans in and does exactly that.  What odds, I think to myself and I kiss her back.  Her hands flowing threw my hair and around my body.  My hands in her hair pulling her closer, I am under her as she finds my body with her hands.  Pulling off my shirt and freeing my massive breasts in which she is in awe as she takes the first into her mouth.  I feel my nipples harden to her touch as she suckles and brazes them with her teeth.  Her tongue flicks across the harden nipple and then she brings it into her mouth again, teasing me with her mouth.  My body surges off the bed with pleasure all the way down there, I feel the moisture.  I moan as she does the same to the other breast.  I moan as she kisses her way down to the top of my jeans.  She looks up at me with hungry eyes; she undoes my pants and slides them to my knees.  Cleverly, she positions her feet inside my pants and slides them down and off me, along with my lacy thong.  She licks her lips and tongues my belly down to the top of my hairline.  Shaved all but a diamond shaped, she nibbles down my thigh and back up crossing over my lips making sure her tongue glides just barley across.  Down my other thigh and back up pressing deep into me with her tongue, I moan deeply.  Her tongue sliding threw my crease kneading my clit.  I inhale threw my gritted teeth with a hiss. I reach down and grab her head running my fingers threw her hair as she still teases with her mouth.  Her hand comes up and takes the place of her tongue pushing on my clit and she moves down lapping up my juice; my hips thrust of their own accord, to meet her as her tongue slides in and out of my cave.  My body starts to spasm and I know its time.  “OMG, I am gonna cum.” I grit out.  She doesn’t stop, still pressing hard into me as she works each lip, biting and sucking until I can not take anymore.  My body convulses and arches toward her unforgiving mouth, I moan loudly and my body lay there trembling as she kisses up my body slowly bringing her mouth once again down to my lips I taste my sweetness, as our tongues intertwine and become one.  All too soon, she lay beside me still fully clothed.  I reach over and begin my journey of exposing her body for my mouth.  I make it as far as kissing down her chin nibbling on her ear as my hands work there way up her shirt to feel her small breasts in my hands and she pushes me away.  She rolls over, “I am tired.  I shouldn’t have done any of that. You shouldn’t tell anyone about this. It was a mistake for this to happen.”  I didn’t know what to say.  No words could describe the hurt and the feeling ripping threw my heart at that very moment.  I looked at her and before I knew, she was lightly snoring.  Still hurt, I dressed and cleaned up her drink, made sure the TV and VCR were shut off.  I went into the kitchen and washed the glasses and made sure any sign of the evening that was such a mistake was clean and unnoticeable.  When I was through, I was just about to leave when strolling out of his bedroom was her brother.  Eric was so gorgeous.  He came out of the room wearing only shorts that hung in that oh so sexy way.  It was late by then.  “What are you doing here?” He says.  “I just come from watching a movie with Honey.” I say.  He looks at me a moment and says, “I need help with my science homework and since you are in my class, it makes sense that I ask your help.”  “Alright” I say.  I follow him in and he closes the door behind him.  He gets out his science book and some worksheets and we sit side by side on his bed.  I am on his left leaning into him to peer at the book in his lap.  I take the papers and start doing them while he strokes my back.  Before I know it, he leans in and nuzzles my neck with his nose and lips.  Then playfully bites my ear and tongues down my jaw line.  I look to my right as he is pulling away with a raised eyebrow.  He pushes the book off my lap, and kisses me pressing me down towards the bed until I am lying down.  His body pressed against mine I feel his swelling cock between the fabrics of our clothes.  His hands rubbing my body feverishly, pulling my shirt off and then undoing my pants and taking them off so I am in my bra and lacy thong.  He reaches up taking my bra off and exposing my tits.  He handles them roughly taking each one into his mouth, biting and pulling at them as my breath hitches.  His rough hands on my body send passion burning through me.  He rolls over bring me on top of him.  I take the time to kiss and nibble my way to his ears, trailing my tongue down his muscular body, taking each of his nipples into my mouth making love to them caressing every inch of his chest, down, down to the top of his happy trail.  Slowly I slide my hands into his shorts pushing them down to his knees, moving back up my hands grasp his length.  I move my hand up and down feeling him press his cock into my hand as he arches towards me.  My other hand cups his balls.  This is all new to me; I have never felt such desire pool inside me.  My mouth reaches the tip of his member and my tongue whips across the head making him moan.  I swirl the tip lovingly with my tongue and then wrap my lips around, ready to make my journey down his lengthy shaft.  Slowly inch by inch I take him in, feeling his hands in my hair pushing me and letting me up as I ride him with my mouth.  His moans are freely filling the room.  He arches his pelvis up as I come down feeling him deep in my mouth touching the back of my throat.  “Oh God” he calls as my mouth works him up and down, I grab him with my hand again tightly wrapping it around, my mouth and hand work as one. I make him shutter with pleasure.  He then says, “I have never had anyone as good as you, suck my cock.”  He sits up laying me down and balances himself on his hands above me.  He looks into my eyes, bring his mouth to mine we kiss deeply, my hands exploring his backside, caressing up and down holding his ever-smooth ass in my hands griping him tightly.  He grabs himself putting it right at my opening, watching as he rubs the head threw opening me up.  Feeling the moisture on his head, he then positions himself so he can let go and look at me as he pushes in.  I tense when I feel the pressure of his engorged cock sliding into me.  He feels me tighten and can barely make it fully inside.  “Relax its going to be fine.” He says, as he is now deep inside me. He lets me feel this for a moment taking in the feeling of his balls resting on my ass, and the pressure of him inside.  He pulls out and then slams it back in, I groan loudly his breath hits me with a burst.  He now sits up on his knees grabs me at the knees and begins to push himself in and out of me.  He picks up speed and I am crying out with pain and oddly pleasure.  He pushes my knees to raise my ass off the bed so he can see, as his cock buries deep in me.  He closes his eyes and tenses, hurries to pull himself out and with his hand, starts stroking his cock fast and it pours out in shots.  “Aaaagh” he groans as he finishes spilling his load.  About ready to get up thinking we were done, he tells me to turn over I am now lying on my front, my ass exposed to him.  He tells me to get on all fours because he wants me “doggy style.”  At that moment he starts licking my ass his fingers in and out of me, I am already breathing heavy and my hips betray me by swaying towards him as he feverously licks and tongues my tight rose bud.  With out warning, he slams his hard cock into me and I cry out.  As he pushes in and out of me I pant, and I can feel my cave devouring his delicious cock.  I feel myself losing control and I let out a scream and bury my face in the bed.  As I let myself cum to this sensation, he too is once again ready to explode.  I feel him throbbing as he pounds.  He holds me as he continues to push.  Again, he pulls out, and strokes his self furiously and places his cock between my cheeks and lets himself ooze between my crack, and rubbing my pussy with his hand spreading his juice.